Health issues…
Hi. From last 4 years nothing is going right. I never thought my life would end up like this. From 2022, my mental health hasn’t been good. From june 2023, i had a chronic physical health issue which hasn’t been fully treated till now. The last 3 years were filled with pain. I couldn’t even study properly due to my health issue. People i was better than 3 years ago are in a much better position than me. Even though i wanted to work hard, i couldn’t because of my health issue. Although i found a bit of relief from last 9 months due to trying a new treatment but its definitely not fully treated. The doctors can’t figure out a cure. Even after i found a partial relief, another different issue started. I don’t understand what to do. I don’t know how long i have to live like this. I miss the old days when i didn’t have to think about anything. Last 3-4 years have been nothing but hell. It just feels like a bad dream. I am just hopeless now. Will it get any better? Or are my good days over? Should I suffer like this my entire life?